How many times have we been here now? I count this as three. It’s heaven. Heaven.

Hiking, the beach, fish, waves, sunsets, sunrises, dolphins, birds, bunnies, hawks, moonrises and moonsets.

We are on our third spot here. Malibu Beach RV Park.

 

At the edge!

I'm brave driving the RV now, but pulling into here was scary. What if I drove off the edge?

Where we bbq (were I to bbq)

Michael looking for dolphins.

View from the front door. Which is the same view as the 'doing the dishes' view.

Marie exploring nature.

 

Well, yes, these photos would be much better if they were taken by an actual, you know, photographer, such as my boyfriend, not just iPhone pics with a dirty lens.

Also,  we were here in Jan and Feb, not sure when the date of this will post.

Leave A Comment, Written on May 10th, 2012 , Uncategorized

Out. Away from the city. High desert, but wonderfully warm, except for crisp, clear nights. We push further and further out. Now truly out of the city. Coyotes howl every morning and night. Hawks hunt and I keep my eye out for mountain lions. It feels better than I thought it would. More right than I thought it would.  Every day has been a pleasure, and I have learned how to just stop and be.

Mountains have spirits. I can see them again. Rather, I can feel them. Huge spirits spreading deeply into the ground. Feeling that is amazing.

I like the open space. Your own spirit can spread deeply into the nature around you. Become one with the wind. The sun. The quiet. You can hear the quiet. I had forgotten.

I have run away. And I love it.

So I have been hiding out. Alone with Marie. Michael is still driving and working in L.A. He says he doesn’t mind the drive. I hope so. Every time I have to go into “the big city” I feel a dread coming on. I’d rather roll in the dried leaves, sand and pebbles of the desert. I look at Mt. Gleason and  pretend I am hiking up (I would start to hike it alone, but I have to adjust my relationship with mountain lions first). I do nothing. Who the hell ever said doing nothing had no merit. By sitting and just being you get to remember your aliveness. I seem to have forgotten it. Michael needs to be up here more. It makes me sad that he misses the sunset almost every night. Then again, he got to see the pack of coyotes hunting through the camp at 3 a.m. He tells me they stopped to look at him. He said he just looked back.

Oh, btw, we are in Soledad Canyon. 56 miles outside of L.A. It’s amazing what you can get to by being an hour or two outside of L.A. We head to Malibu next week. From the mountains to the ocean.

Did have a scare. Around a big green bush I saw a golden tan (large) shape watching me and coming closer. I was sure it was a mountain lion. It was at dusk. Right when the like to come out (so I hear). Only a giant stray dog.

Ahh, nature...

more nature...

the big scary mountain lion...

can't wait til Michael starts taking the pictures...

they forgot to add 'mountain lion' to this sign!!!

 

 

p.s. this post was made awhile ago. we are already on the road for 4 months! I just hadn’t had good connections to post (or, maybe i was just lazy)

Leave A Comment, Written on March 10th, 2012 , Uncategorized

please disregard this test…


Leave A Comment, Written on January 12th, 2012 , vaike

Movement. Subtle. Slow. Yet on. Awash in the past and future together. Fills a lot of headspace.

We have parked in downtown for about 10 days now. Weird. It feels like a minute. Is time going to move faster now? Now that we move? I hear there is this thing called Christmas coming up soon. And we will get to move again.

Such a lovely place to be. Here. Downtown. With lovely people. Amidst a holiday studio sale every day until 10. That makes for much socializing. I am ‘from’ downtown L.A. The real me. The found me. The chosen me. My downtown is gone. Filled with ferraris, bentleys and people who find it important to drive those things. To watch a neighborhood change so dramatically is wild. I don’t begrudge them. These new people. Not too much. The bad me likes to scare them a bit. It’s wrong, I know.

This is the only corner left. The sweetness that is in this little corner is lovely. So lovely. Like home. I am absorbing it all. (and playing hooky!)

Now for rv pictures!

 

our house. all tucked in. snug as a bug.

view from the turtle pond. I hear one bit a finger off.

a closer look. but not too close!

vintageness.

california trees.

secret downtown doorways.

secret windows with goodies inside.

view from the roof. yes, that is a trailer on the roof of the building... (and do come to the sale! magical!)

a non sequiter, but my side of the bed.

Leave A Comment, Written on December 16th, 2011 , still in l.a., vaike

And it’s fabulous! It’s a nice feeling of freedom.  The adventure begins. First lesson: go with the flow. We had plans on where to stay for the next month, but we were forgotten for a bit, and now we aren’t very sure if we will be able to get in. So we are parked right outside of where we have spent the last 10/20 years. I find that highly amusing. But it’s o.k. We have so much to figure out. How does one turn on the heat? How long will the propane last? Why did the refrigerator get warm right after I bought tons of expensive frozen meat for Marie? How do we rip out the couch? Where the heck are we going to put all our stuff? We don’t know how to use the RV-GPS yet anyway, so it’s a good thing we are stationary. (and, oh, god, that toilet…)

But, who cares? We are free. We are on the open road. I don’t care that it is 20 feet from where we have lived for all our L.A. lives.

 

2 Comments, Written on December 4th, 2011 , still in l.a., vaike

Five days to be out of the studio. Five days to be out of the house. Five days to be into our new home. Haven’t posted lately. Been panicking instead. I must not be fun to be around right now.  Five more days.

Michael has been fixing up the house. I have been cleaning. We are not allowed to go out the front door without carrying something down the stairs with us. How many things am I forgetting. I have no idea. Our baby has been in the shop for over a week. No work done, just sitting there. Need to get the brakes fixed, but no go-ahead given from the insurance company. I miss him. We are going to take him back today. Michael says he can do the brakes. I am not super sure of that. He bought a book. He can do anything he reads up on. But these are brakes. I am not super sure. Nope.

Five more days. I think I will be in it before that. No reason not to be. I will just move all the bedding into it this weekend. Then we will have to be in it, right?

On top of the RV in the desert!

Next to the RV in the desert!

(we aren’t in the desert now, I am just dreaming…)

2 Comments, Written on November 25th, 2011 , still in l.a., vaike

Learning the ropes. Always important. Started reading the manual today. Realized we have been driving this Piscean boy all wrong. Almost put the girls in danger this time around.

Somehow we can’t seem to get a ‘long’ girls trip in. It always gets shortened by one thing or another. Saturday it was a flat tire. Right off the bat. Thankfully we were still filling up the water tanks at the Brewery. No idea what happened. Just checked all the tires with the big, beefy truck tire gauge. 5 minutes later, full flat. While starting to change the tire, I opened the manual to the “how to change your tire” section. What did it say?

“Do not ever change your own tire!!!” They were quite serious, so we called in the tire repair man. (note to self, up AAA to include RV) He worked fast and hard in the heat. (The girls waited by driving around the Brewery in a big neon fish and drinking prosecco.) We gave him some water, hugs, and took his picture and were off!

Our tire fixer. Thank you!

I did pretty well on the drive up, considering it was only my second time driving. The girls were fabulous co-pilots and I realized how awesome it is to not have to think of anything but the road.

We went up to Table Mountain in Big Pines, near Wrightwood. The weather is just starting to turn, so it was crisp, clear and there was real air to breathe. Got in with enough time to settle in for sunset.

Marie and the Mountain

Mmmm. Crisp.

Happy Camping

Notice the wheels off the ground. Still disturbing to me.

Perfect. Almost…

We kept hearing a humming sound in the midst of all the quiet. Thinking it was just a far away neighbor doing some woodwork, we tried our best to ignore it. Yet it kept getting louder and louder over the whole 45 minutes it was running. Every few minutes it would stop, we would relax into the quiet with relief, then the sound would start again. Louder each and every time. Total torture, as now it was the only thing we are focusing on when we should be sighing with contentment and watching an amazing sun set over amazing giant pine trees with amazing birdsong in the air. Finally it is so close we look over. It’s a guy running a leaf blower! At 6:30 at night on a Saturday night! The busiest night of a holiday weekend with the campground as close to full and everyone enjoying the quiet and sunset. I find it a bit difficult to believe that this is a normal time to start loudly cleaning the campground. It was making us nuts.

So, we did go up to him and kindly ask him to stop, which he did. Then he drove around our loop only to briskly come back with book in hand accusing us of taking up too much space and asking us to pay for a day use fee, or for the second site that we had sat at for a total of about an hour, which was literally about 20 feet from our RV. We didn’t actually have to pay, as he just needed his honor restored or needed to vent, or, really, who knows. But it was oddly disturbing and passive aggressive. Not happy with that.

Other than that, the campground was gorgeous and refreshing. No bears to be seen anywhere. Nor bobcats. We took a fabulous hike in the morning and I let Marie run free a bit. That was perfect and there was no leaf blowing going on to torture us.

The darling.

The girls.

Removing wet, smoky wood.

Getting ready for sunset wine.

I realize that I am terrified of going down hill in the RV. Terrified. You are up so high, right in front almost pushed up to the windshield, with 19,000 lbs. of weight behind you, all pushing you down that hill. Yikes. Then you are getting pushed around steep curves with drops right off the side of the road. And you are up so high… So, anyway, I think I might have been hard on the brakes (yes, I learned all about shifting gears later, after the fact). Filling up on gas at the Shell station, I realize there are no longer any brakes on the 19,000 lb. ginormous, huge vehicle that is really a house. Push down to the floor and we are still rolling. In said giant house. No brakes is kind of a scary thing. The girls kept me calm of course and so we waited a good while to see if they would cool down and hopefully work again. Nope. Still moving with the brake pedal on the floor. A bit more downhill to go, too. Yes, I am still in my terrified state.

This is where I realized that they want you to read the manual before you drive for a reason. Tiny little blurb in there about resetting your back brakes by backing up and hitting the brakes a few times. Again, scary, since there ARE no brakes. But I manned up and did it. Worked like a charm. Brakes reset and we could continue home. I think I just drove by shifting gears after that and stayed as far away from the brakes as possible. I believe I am going to add a hand towel next to the steering wheel so that I can wipe my sweaty palms as often as needed. I may need a few towels.

Made it home safe and sound from another girls adventure. Had a beer to cool my brain. Learned a ton of stuff about driving our rig and safety. Fortunate that everything happened the way it did. Thankful for that. Little lessons, not big ones.

And what am I doing now? Reading the manual of course…

Peace to all...

 

2 Comments, Written on October 10th, 2011 , camping, vaike

This is it. Everything is going. We are in actual packing mode (must tell Michael).

Sold most everything out of my studio. Gave away the rest. Scary. This freedom thing. Being free is a heady high. I keep getting weepy. I love it.

We will be in the rv by the end of next month. Really? Yes. Really. There really is a Santa Claus. Who knew?

Leave A Comment, Written on September 25th, 2011 , Uncategorized

Nourishing ourselves in crystal alpine lakes before taking to the desert heat. The Burning Man sandwiched between two icy cold slices of nature. I don’t think anything can be any better. To bookend magic with more magic. Either created by nature from earth, or by the creative spirit of man from imagination.

 

Water. Pre-burn bliss...

Water. Pre-burn bliss...

Rite of Passage

Rite of Passage

Love

Love

Desert Nomads

Desert Nomads

Cute Girls at the PortaPotties

Cute Girls at the PortaPotties

Wind Art

Wind Art

Roadside Temple

Roadside Temple

Desert Family

Desert Family

Trojan Horse Burn (40 feet tall)

Trojan Horse Burn (40 feet tall)

Temple Burn

Temple Burn

Our Home in the Desert

Our Home in the Desert

And back to alpine waters...

And back to alpine waters...

Leave A Comment, Written on September 21st, 2011 , Uncategorized

I drove it.

Our house.

First time ever.

real nature!

We decided to take a test trip before heading out to Burning Man. Michael is so busy with work right now (book him now if you need him!), that it was up to me to give our home the inaugural drive. Decided to go about 100 miles. Just north of Ojai, to the Wheeler Gorge Campground (space 061 was fabulous!). Grabbed two fabulous girls, some clothes, Marie, and we were ready to go!

Well, they were. I had the huge task of driving the darn thing. Never driven it before, but hey, what’s so bad about taking up 35 feet in Los Angeles traffic?

Started out tense. Very tense. I thought I was going to pass out from the stress (literally), and wasn’t sure how to tell my passengers. We made a pit stop at Malibu Creek State Park to dump our black/gray water. Another first for us. That was a piece of cake. I am not sure why the instructions were 16 steps long. The dump station had a sign with 3 steps of instruction. Much better. They waived the $12 charge as well, which was lovely!

On the big, scary road again. But this time it was easy. Wonderfully easy. The learning curve was working. I was learning.

Yes, it took us 6 hours to get there. Yes, I did have a giant meltdown from the anxiety that came out in the form of expressing my aversion to health food stores and small towns (you had to be there, but better you weren’t). Bless my friends for being understanding of embarrassing moments…

Highlights:

  • Parked next to a beautiful stream. Sat on the edge, letting the cool water run through our toes while drinking an amazing bottle of red.
  • Hoop jam! Other campers must have heard our cackling and laughing for miles around.
  • I saw a bat!
  • Being in real nature.
  • Not getting totally freaked out when we heard a person or animal climb up the outside ladder to the top of the rv in the middle of the night.
  • Driving through a stream with drop offs on either side and no railing!
  • Cheese.

Yes, so we had to wake up at 4:20 to drive home and our trip was less than 12 hours. But now I know: This. This will be good. Very good.

ahhh...

Marie is content

Marie is still content...

Brenda, guitar, mountains...

this should be every night

our little friend

Hoop jam!

being ridiculous

…and just because I should. Here is a photo of me leaving the driveway of the Brewery heading towards my first freeway. Stress and tension!

feel the tension!

 

 

Leave A Comment, Written on August 18th, 2011 , camping, vaike

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